To All I’ve Been Happy With Before

Nabiel Irawan
1 min readNov 7, 2021

I still have pictures from my past relationships. I haven’t changed chat walpaper of my exes'. I still subscribe to one of my exes' calendar. I never deleted chats from my previous relationships.

They were once part of my life that made me happy. I choose to keep the memories.

Don’t get me wrong. I do move on and I always certainly succed.

I do forget and let go of my past relationships.

But sometimes, when we get in touch and her/our picture is in the background of our chat, or when I scroll my photo gallery and accidentally looked at photos of her or us, or when I come to places we use to went out together, or just as simple as seeing them tweet or post something on instagram, I got caught in days when we were together.

And that’s okay because I always love my significant other no less than the one before.

And that’s okay because I always dedicate my time, my mind, my heart, and my feelings to my significant other

But we humans are made of pieces of our past and we can’t deny that.

And that’s life. We move on to present day.

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Nabiel Irawan

Tempat mencurahkan isi otak dan hati seorang self-transendence // An Engineering Student trying his best on writing